day 8

So, she got a blog. it makes me quite happy. i really need to stop staying up this late, but i have to practice for everything. im in the 2 hardest ensembles in the studio, plus lessons, plus odyssey stuff, plus spirit stuff, and i have to have time to do homework and school and such. its just going to be a hard to weeks on my body. i love every second of this music major life though. but what i love more is her. she backed me up 100% on the decision to do corps, and now that she has, i am much more confident in doing it this summer. though its going to be hard on me too. i think about her all of the time, and when im not thinking/dreaming about her, my heart throbs for her. i cant wait to see her again and to actually talk to her as well. i dont know when this will happen, but i do know that when the time comes, i will be so so happy. and in case she is reading this, i love you with ever fiber of my being. you make my busy shitty life worth living, and i can't wait to hug you and show you affection again, only this time, im never letting go.

yours truely,

chris parker

p.s. i still love you