chris parker
p.s. i love you
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
day 16
i dont know what i can do. i frankly dont see victory at the end of the tunnel. i wonder even if these 40 days go by, will anything change from how it is now? travis might corner me into promising to respect her parents wishes, in which case, they have won. maybe thats what they want. maybe they truly know the game better than i ever will. maybe the person reading this is scared out of her mind, and she should be. we are neck high in shit right now, and i dont know if this is what she truly wants. her parents are making her go through hell just to even think about me, and i dont know how strong she really is. im starting to crack, i can feel it. not my love her, absolutly not, but my faith. how can i be so sure we will get our happy ending? every day it seems to get worse, and now i just feel defeated. i hate this. i hope i will see her again, or all of this pain will be for not.
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Hold on, please. And my mom won't be there Saturday I'm sure. Ashley's sleeping over tomorrow, so we'll see what happens then.
ReplyDeleteYou didn't say that, it's from "The Saltwater Room" by Owl City.
I told you playlists, silly.
And babe, I'm as fierce and strong as a lion.