twist the knife

you see, once you stab an animal in the heart, you twist the knife so that when the normal shock of the initial pain is over, you can just absolutly demloish him by twisting the knife. today that happened with me. thank you facebook i love you too.

here is the story

when odyssey performed at nashville and sucked it up in prelims, we had to load our truck and then head out to a local high school (or in this case, a sports facility) to have a place to reherse in the morning. once we got to the location, the instructors told us this "when step off this bus, whoever sees you will remember odyssey by the things you say, and your actions; so if your a dick to them, they will think odyssey is full of dicks, but if your nice, then they will see odyssey in a positive light" so when we got off that bus, we were pissed sure, but we put on a smile as we unloaded our shit. i noticed 4 girls were wispering and pointing in my direction. when i put my snare down and my carrier they came over with two boys and said the usual "thats a sweet mohawk!". so i started talking to them and being poliet. i might have talked 5 minutes, then the mat needed to be unloaded so i told them i had to go. needless to say, i didnt see them again, because they had already loaded up, and they were staying in a hotel that night, so they left. the 2 older girls (the ones with boyfriends) must have joined the odyssey fan page and saw my name as christopher MOHAWK parker, and then friend requested me. when i got the friend requests, it reminded me of cavalier camp, and the time i met the blue devils. when i went to cavalier camp, all the guys there wanted to be your friend and they were so nice. it was awesome that they were so down to earth that they didnt see themselves as "too good for you" and it certainly made me feel special when i was just an average 16 year old drummer and the center tenor dude is talking to me about my music tastes. the blue devils on the other hand....totally different. they dont hold camps. they dont talk to you. because they think they are better than you. so the whole world thinks that they are a bunch of assholes. i didnt want to be like the blue devils, so i accepted their friend requests. i didnt expect them to start posting on everything on my facebook, but they did. and im trying my best to be somewhat polite and answer back.

look, you stabbed me in the heart, and that can heal and i can live through that. just stop twisting the knife please.... i beg you