day....well it doesnt even matter anymore now does it

what i mean by the title is simply this: it doesnt matter when the 40 days end, all i know is that i can only be her best friend. i know that sounds very selfish of me and i apologize for that, but i use to be her entire world, and i really liked that. enough of my sorrow, lets talk about my day.

i am pumped with so many drugs, i dont even know how im writing this right now...its basically a miricle. they have me on 2 special flu drugs, a cough supressent, and i have to take ibuprofin and tylonol...and lots of it too. in the end of 1 day, (assuming i am awake for only 12 hours instead of a usual 16) i will have had 1200 miligrams of ibuprofin, 2000 miligrams of tylonol, two of each of the flu pills, and 4 tbs of the cough supressent. on top of that, im drinking so much water, i basically have to pee every 30 minutes, and thats the exercise i get for the day. my mother showed me a little bit of my SAPA show....she said we looked a lot better, but i thought we sucked. maybe i need someone to be a tie breaker.......

odyssey still wants me to go down to rehersal this weekend, and basically sit on the sidelines. thats great and all, i just dont know where i will stay so that i dont contaminate others with this disease, because i know the last thing they want is for the week of dayton, 4 people on the snare line come down with the flu (you see, we reherse at a christian school, and they dont approve of us spending the night there since there are girls in the line too, so we have to stay at the local drummers houses, and the house i stay at is almost the entire snare line is there, so yeah thats what i meant by that). that really sucks a lot. my teachers seem to be understanding about my breakdown, and they want to help as much as they can. one of the teachers is going to let me re-take quizes, even though on his syllabus (i really dont know how to spell that) said some thing like this

THERE WILL BE NO MAKE UP WORK.....EVER!

So yeah, he is a cool guy. it makes me happy. well, back to bed. you know that whole flu thing kinda sortof sucks! im formulating what songs shall go on my new cd. but in the meantime....

chris parker

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