day 10

I see her today. i skipped some classes and drove 200 miles to get there, but i wanted to prove to her something. that no matter what, i WILL be there fore her. it was hard to not just adore her the whole rehersal, but i had to remain professional, and it kinda sucked. i love my new percussion toys, they are just wonderful. guess what happened back at tech while i was gone. a HUGE fight broke out between the percussion section. apparently someone left a drumset where they shouldnt have and someone got ticked off and told the director to make him move it. long story short, sides were taken, and things got ungly. shots below the belts were taken. actually that is an understatement. they got a bear trap and ripped their balls off below the belt style. yeah, it was aweful. but apparently, a text just said that everything is fine. so thats good. im getting my knife soon, im super excited. and i have two papers due on tuesday, a lesson on monday, and then spirit on sunday. yeah, im a little over-booked. it makes me sad. but oh well, that is the life of a music major i guess. i cant wait till my baby sees me at spartenburg. she is going to freak, and be so proud that her love is out on that floor. i was proud of her group today. for the first time in a while, i saw people excited about their show, and really performing. sure there are issues with being out of step and the hands aren't good yet, but they have crossed a huge hurdle by simply adding energy to the show. an average person watching them perform would have absolutly loved their last run through, and that is better than no one liking the show right? well i hope that they see that, and that will inspire them to work all the way till the end. she also brought up the abstinence issue we are having. well, i am a little confused. as she said "chris, you will always be the bad boy in my life, and there is nothing you can do to stop it." am i suppose to make this good girl go bad (forgive the music reference) or should i respect her wish. maybe i should secretly seduce her and let her make the first move if the mood gets too hot for her. i think we should do that, but i want to hear her input. well its late. i need to go to bed. i hope she loves me as mush as i love her. i cant wait till i see them again

Chris Parker

P.S. I love you