I miss her more than ever

Basically the title says it all (as usual). i miss her. a lot. and i think its because of the trouble that has befallen her. usually when we were dating, she would come running to me at the slightest sign of a problem, and i would tlak her through it and together we would fix it. and now, she cant/wont do that. i cheered her up a little bit, but then she just said i have to go, and left me again. i know i was hard on her when i first heard the news, but i was scared and when i get scared, i get very angry, and i just said some aweful things to her. she didnt need that, and she got away from me. i immediatly regret saying most of those things to her, and now i know that she needs a friend. she actually took my advice for once and used the friends she has at school, but now she does it when i want to be her lone friend. yeah, get that, it sucks. well, i just hope that when she reads this, she knows that i was missing her and i hope that everything pans out well, and i hope that she still...ummmm......wumbo's me? im not sure how to word it. im sure she does

wumbo

chris parker