long time, no post

I havent written one of these in a while, so i guess i should. Who could have guessed the past few turn of events. Literally, in less than 3 weeks, things went to hell, and things got worse for her, great for us, and then horrible for her again. basically, its one hell of a roller coaster for our emotions. but i see the track ending soon. i mean i see the station platform, not the end of the tracks, like us dying. I see that me and mary might get of this roller coaster fine. I know its hard for her to do, but if she trusts me, i know we can make it through this. She is going through SOOOO much shit though, its hard to have vision when everything is bogging you down. I hope she knows that I am always there for her, whenever she needs me, and wherever she needs me. I guess thats why I'm taking this trip to go see her. It's an aweful idea for my school work. I could work on my music and help lift the loads of juries off, but instead, i wanna help her out as much as i can. I know she needs to see me, so im willing to do this for her, just so we can make it through this alive. I love her with all of my heart, and she loves me with hers. we just need to hold onto each other and refuse to let go. then we will be able to be together....forever. :)

chris parker

p.s. about freaking time i wrote this, and about time we got back together, because i missed you. :)